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I will survive this. I believe that. 

Just a little lost in another summer. Why all the summers I remembered are long long ago.

Besides, who want me to get anything from UK or Europe, just let me know.
... ]]> http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3222314.html Sat, 04 Jul 2009 17:07:42 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3220731.html Well since my cat claims he could still read my blog, I decide to use only the words from the word list of CET 6. 

When cooking time, PC some times played guita and sung some songs. All the old songs from Beyond, some times from Easton, or rarely, some other songs I indeed listened to in the past. Anyway, it is nice. Last time there is somebody actually singing outside Kala OK is Jimmy, who always sung the songs from Jimmy, and made us all listen to him. Those days I could actually doing homework or any other things when he was singing, because he was singing all the time. That made me familiar with all the silly songs of Jimmy Lin. I can recall those silly lines even now. However, I never thought I could be so far away with Jimmy and haven't heard his songs for such a long time. I thought he was always there, a little annoying, so much talking and singing, never make efforts in study, a little sensitive, and receiving love letters and writing love letters all the time. Now he is the pilot, with a lot of money, a house in Shenzhen, and, still a lot of girls. 
See, I lost so many ppl on the road. However, I know one can't be so greedy to keep everyone in hand. Like Lulu said, I can't be so greedy to have everything.
Last night went to baidu to try to download some songs. Suddenly found out all the songs I want to listen to belong to the catelogue 'Classic old songs'. The finding really shocks. Right all of the songs are nearly 10 years, that is actually the place they belong to. Download a lot of Zhan yusheng, Lin Zhiying and Faye. Feel happy. 

PC said my standard of being happy is becomming lower and lower every day. And I said we are becomming crazier and crazier every day. What's the hell. 
Don't judge my grammer and spell, got no word to check here. 

I miss Huan and Xuan, and Jimmy, and the seaside, since Xuan moved out, I haven't been back there for so long.

I am flying back with all the presents to U! (OK, about in a month.=.=)

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Can't help watch MV and live performance of MJ every night. Yesterday watched the documentary of Living with MJ. Saw the kids played happily with elephant in Neverland. In the interview, they asked-
Q: Why u like Peter Pan?
A: Because I am Peter Pan.
Q: No, u r not, you r M J.
A: I am Peter Pan inside.

Only the thought of flying back to Dalian could comfort me and makes cheerful again. Still remember in the fresh year at the University, I would find sth to do in the vacations every year. But now, the only thought I could come up is going home, home. I don't know how much has changed since my left, but to me, the ppl and the house in Dalian would never changed. 
That, is like the dream called neverland.
... ]]> http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3219238.html Thu, 02 Jul 2009 18:07:50 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3217728.html Back from the second exam, Moshe went to pick me up from the examination school. Really hope it is the last exam. However, when I am done, all the friends will be either out of Oxford or still having exams to go. Therefore, I assume there will be nobody to pick me up that day nor throw eggs or cakes to me. So just take today as the time when there is somebody waiting for me outside the emamination school. He took me a picture with the pink flowers, which was bought yesterday by Xingxing. Thanks both of them. Went to G&D, bought a ice-cream, missed Yifan.

Today is much fewer ppl in the examination school than last time, and less terrifying. I felt that I did better than last one. Anyway, don't care anymore. The only thing I can do is to try my best, then left the decisions to god.

The first day of July. The weather suddenly become so hot today. Esp when I have to wear the subfusc. The campus is full of the little kids for summer school again. So all of them look at me in gown with curiousity. And today and tommorrow is the open days for the year as well. On the long way from Oriel to Examination Schools I assumed all the ppl on the str is looking at me and thinking: what a poor girl- still with pink flower. But when I arrived the examination school, and look at Anika's white flower, I felt much better instantly. 

Recieved the eurail passes today as well. Research the small booklet for timetable the whole night. When look at the places I have already been to, the feeling is like met a good old friend. Looking forward to the comming vacation travelling around Europe. As Elena said yesterday, thinking about the comming vocation is the only way for us to hold on to this longer.

1st of July, I left Changping for 2 years, and I haven't met so many ppl ever since. Yesterday found out on Xiaonei that two of my friends in Daimler have been together, seems for a while. I like both of them very much and am suprise as well as happy for them to be together with blessing. Just like this, we can't stay the same forever. Change is for sure. But hope it could happen in a good way. However, I missed the good old days in Changping as well. Using the note book lei gave to me as a birthday present last year, thinking about 'that year'.

Haven't written in English for a long time. Why am I doing this today? Because I found out my dear old mother is reading my blog. Still remember many years ago, Aus told me that his mother was reading his blog, I thought what a terrified story. I believed neither my mother or my cat would have the patient to read this long and boring English. 

HAHA, just kiding, still in the lib now where the Explore can't even read Chinese character. Wish you have a happy July. 

Stefanie is singing: But summer is still too short to miss u.

... ]]> http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3217728.html Wed, 01 Jul 2009 20:07:13 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3211172.html http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3211172.html Sun, 28 Jun 2009 18:06:11 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3209646.html http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3209646.html Sat, 27 Jun 2009 22:06:37 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3208544.html http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3208544.html Fri, 26 Jun 2009 22:06:46 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3204660.html http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3204660.html Wed, 24 Jun 2009 23:06:25 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3202638.html http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3202638.html Tue, 23 Jun 2009 23:06:43 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3200900.html http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3200900.html Mon, 22 Jun 2009 22:06:48 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3150651.html 那一套装在蓝盒子里的friends.是最后的救命药，如果它都救不了，那就真没办法医了。

走进屋子里的时候，看见坐在那里看书的yifan和摆在中间的巧克力，忽然想起一个很久没提的词，安稳。走的地方越来越远，想要的东西越来越多，安稳却一直没有求到。

看小团圆，吃樱桃，探头与云没头没尾说一句，要儿童节了呢。
她疑惑地拍拍我的头，小朋友樱桃和六一有什么关系呢。
往日的记忆大多和身边的人没有关联。于是渐渐又聒噪又沉默。

我很好，我就是疏于联系，请你们原谅我。我依旧讨厌QQ和MSN。近的人，聊聊就远了。有空给我邮件，txy59@homtail.com. 当然没空有事的时候更要给。

看见天空又出蒸发应援团三了，恭喜猫王和溪韵。有梦发光的时候真好。

我就高兴看Rachel和Ross分分合合合合分分合合，一百年都不厌。送我碟的人，送我碟盒的人，不知道所在的城市是怎么样的天气。只有电视里的爱情，永永久久甜甜蜜蜜。

暂离开博客一段时间，大概，七八月就回来，见谅。
... ]]> http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3150651.html Thu, 28 May 2009 23:05:13 GMT http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3140056.html 在英伦的夜晚时常与荷兰连线，有一日宁姑娘说，我记得欧阳走得那个晚上在MIX见你最后一面，你一个人缩在沙发里抽烟，表情落寞。我听后很惊诧，我从未知自己什么时候会有落寞的神情， 那夜记得不深了，只觉得无所从，而自己有些疲惫。自觉性子里既没有乔的凛冽决绝也没有露的敢爱敢恨，时常看照片都嫌弃自己太甜腻了，那么平常的笑，一不小心就隐没。
点一只烟，往往确实是和落寞相连的，我其实并不抽烟，最初的一支烟还是皮蛋给我的，比嗜酒要晚很多。是在疲于说话，或无话可说的时候点上一只烟，专注一件事的样子。另外烟总带来恍惚，仿佛抽烟的夜醉的总比较快。
抽烟也是适时而提的话题，多数时候缄口不言。而原来幸运有人从不管辖我抽烟还是喝酒还是彻夜不归。

PS,  傍晚上完没什么用处的辅导课，在开满鲜花的惠灵顿广场等到满脸笑意的Chun。他居然折腾了几样颜色鲜艳的菜出来，实在超出预期。这个夜晚我又聒噪得很，这一年的年月，不时的小聚对饮，是心底处最大的安慰。... ]]> http://swallowxy.ycool.com/post.3140056.html Fri, 22 May 2009 23:05:19 GMT