不解自己 為什麼難過
                                                         為自己 或為他人呢
                                        理所當然 認為是處女座專屬的神經質
                                                        不以為然 反反復復
                                                        如此矛盾 雙重性格
                                                        常讓自己 陷入兩難

                                                        怕依賴 依賴成習慣
                                                            怕落單 的悲傷
                                                                  不怕孤單
                                                       一個人跳舞我很快樂

                                        看悲傷故事 留很多眼淚 喝很多冰水 
                                        你說 為什麼悲傷 總是讓人如此眷戀
                                            許多人抓著不放 生生不息的樣子
                                                   像是與生俱來的 讓人哀怨

                                                如果我能改變這不完美的世界
                                                              IF I COULD
                                                                     X子°

生活
五花八門
我說
我尋我的騎士
你找你的公主
向往還是要美好的
恩恩恩
我堅定的向往

如果不停的沖
就能夠提前知道
未來的秘密

不知情的孩子問
你的眼睛
為什麼出汗

安°
X子°

                                                            不想說什麼
                                                            不想寫什麼
                                                     卻試圖留下些什麼
                                                            留下些什麼

                                                            喧鬧的平安
                                                          中國的平安夜
                                                          滿大街的湧動
                                                          人群中我是誰
                                                     人群中越是覺得孤單
                                                   越是獨處越是覺得心安
                                                              如此心安
                                                      事不關已 高高掛起
                                                       我在意才会废情绪
                                             這般性情 有人厭惡 有人歡喜
                                                               我就是我

                                                   下班 跳舞 下課 人群
                                                 紅酒 蘋果 酸奶 火龍果
                                                       最愛的 淺笑 傻笑 
                                                     總是無可救藥般自戀
                                                     比任何人般戀著自己
                                                     這樣很好愛自己就好

                                                                小朋友
                                                            聖誕小禮物
                                                          可愛的 单纯的
                                                           儘管是策劃的
                                                           變得容易滿足

                                                               不記得了
                                                     選擇性記憶的功能
                                                       該忘記的會忘記
                                                    想要記得 至死不忘

                                                                  願
                                                             我愛的人
                                                             愛我的人
                                                             平安快樂
                                                          如果是我愛的
                                                          如果是愛我的
                                                          必然會明白的

                                                      全世界都在說快樂
                                                     快樂那年 我們幾歲

                                                                   安
                                                                 X子°

                                                           又將是年底
                                                         又壹年終總結
                                                              絞盡腦汁
                                                      寫昨天 今天 明天
                                                       草草 率率流水帳

                                                                 某日
                                                        同事間無事討論
                                                             說關于愛情
                                                       A說愛情是種感覺
                                                         B說愛情是責任
                                                       C說愛情沒有愛情
                                                         我說我不信愛情

                                                              A同齡同事
                                             說我屬於處女座典型般神經質
                                               說我總是非主流般無病呻吟

                                                              B年長同事
                                          說我看起來嘻嘻哈哈 瘋瘋癫癫
                                                      卻感覺心事滿滿般
                                              年紀輕輕 太早不相信愛情
                                                             是有問題的

                                                                  我沒說
                                                           其實是什麽呢
                                                    是我不再去相信 碰觸 
                                                          談戀愛不如跳舞
                                                              用這句回應

                                                         過了23歲生日後
                                            不再會因為壹首歌 壹些情景 
                                                      而歇斯底裏的悲傷
                                             面對自己 毫無儀態的落淚
                                                    徒勞無益的事 少了
                                                         多了幾分平靜
                                               是不是慢慢的變好了呢

                                                         壹個人
                                          不知道是不是還在某個角落
                                                           默默關注 

                                                          壹個人 
                                                  從他城來看望
                                              卻給不了任何希望
                                              壹次壹次給了失望
                                                其實希望妳很好
                                               不管妳明不明白

                                                真的很流水帳
                                            開始有些神質不清
                                            酒精還是夜在作祟

                                                       生活
                                            像是慢慢的好了
                                            擔心的不擔心了
                                               其實是不是呢
                                      擔心的她會不會幸福呢
                                              壹定要幸福的
                                           起碼不要被傷害

                                               最後 最後
                                             像是想說很多
                                             卻又開始窮詞

                                      每壹天的每壹天還是新的
                                            我還是那麽的雙重
                                           那麽樂觀 那麽悲傷
                                           相信自己 也會幸福

                                                    親愛的
                                         我是不是變乖了很多
                                                       X子