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        <title>亲爱的妹妹~（给自己的话）</title>
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        <description><![CDATA[&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;亲爱的妹妹，我要告诉你的话，这些都来自我心。<font color="#339966"><strong><font color="#000080">你必须找到除了爱情之外，能够使你用双脚坚强站在大地上的东西。 你要找到谋生</font><font color="#000080">的方式。</font></strong></font>现在考虑不晚了。我从来不以为学历有什么重要，天才都不是科班，但，不是科班，连龙套都跑不了。 <br />
　　　　你必须把那些浮如飘絮的思绪，渐渐转化为清晰的思路和简单的文字。华丽和漂浮都不易长久。你要知道，给予文字阅读快感不够的，内容，思想，境界，灵魂，精神和智慧，这些才重要。不要多看那些和你一个路数的女作家的文字。不要琐碎，无病呻吟。不要想到什么就写。不要流于小感伤和小感动。 <br />
　　　　<strong><font color="#000080">妹妹，我要你相信<font color="#800000">温暖，美好，信任，尊严，坚强</font>这些老掉牙的字眼。</font><font color="#000080">我不要你颓废，空虚，迷茫，糟践自己，伤害别人。我不要你把自己处理得一团糟。节制自己的感情。不是任何人都能要。</font></strong>体验生活，是另外一回事，并不意味着堕落和放纵。千万不要认同那些伪装的酷和另类。他们是无事可做的人找出来放任自己无事可做的借口。<strong><font color="#800000">真正的酷是在内心。你要有强大的内心。要有任凭时间流逝，不会磨折和屈服的信念。</font></strong> <br />
　　　　<font color="#000080"><strong>不是因为在象牙塔中，才说出我爱世界这样的话，是知道外面的黑，脏，丑陋之后，还要说出这样的话。 <br />
　　　　<font color="#ff00ff"><font color="#800000">妹妹，好好去爱，去生活。青春如此短暂，不要叹老。偶尔可以停下来休息，但是别蹲下来张望。</font><font color="#000080">走了一条路的时候，记得别回头看。 <br />
</font></font>　　　　<font color="#800000">时不时问问自己，自己在干嘛？<br />
　　　　伤心和委屈的时候，要嚎啕大哭。哭完洗完脸，拍拍自己的脸，挤出一个微笑给自己看。</font>不要揉，否则第二天早上会眼睛肿。 <br />
　　　　<font color="#800000">给自己一个远大的前程和目标。</font>记得常常仰望天空。记住仰望天空的时候也看看脚下。 任何时候，任何人问你，有过多少次恋爱，答案是两次。一次是他爱我，我不爱他。一次是我爱他，他不爱我。好的爱情永远在下一次。</strong></font> <br />
　　　　别给同一个男人两次伤害你的机会。别相信床上的誓言。别看重处女，但保持纯洁。不要为欲望羞耻，好好享受，但绝不忍受男人的侮辱和怠慢。相信我，妹妹，男人多的是，比四条腿的青蛙多得多。别轻易说出&ldquo;爱&rdquo;。相信你的直觉。不要招惹别人的男人，除非你非常非常爱他，并且，他非常非常值得爱。不要招惹寻找与前女友相似，和他母亲，姐姐相似女人的男人。不要招惹浪子，文艺青年和中年男子。别招惹太清纯的男人。别和没心没肺的人在一起。别把犯贱当真爱。一个男人作践自己来取悦你的时候，千万不要因此感动。这个烟头烫在他身上，下一个就可能烫在你身上。看看一个男人的朋友们是什么样的，注意他的朋友们对待女人的态度。还有，千万别相信一个不准备将你介绍给他的朋友圈子的男人。一个男人只肯喊你&ldquo;宝贝&rdquo;的时候，坚持要他喊你的名字。一个男人不再来找你的时候，就不要再去找他。不要相信在恋爱上用手段的人。分手时不要口出恶言。吸取教训，但不要后悔。后悔没有用。 <br />
　　　　<font color="#000080"><strong>相信爱情。相信好男人还存在</strong>，</font>还未婚，还在茫茫人海中寻觅你。别说&ldquo;男人没一个好东西&rdquo;这样使别人误以为你阅人无数的话。 <br />
　　　　答应我，永远不要去做那种午夜背着行李，从一个男朋友家，流落到另一个男朋友家的女人。 <br />
　　　　<font color="#000080"><strong>爱物质，适当地。永远知道精神更重要。</strong></font>比那些名表，名牌，时装，更加美丽的是你自己。 <br />
　　　<strong><font color="#000080">　被朋友伤害了的时候，别怀疑友情，但提防背叛你的人。</font><font color="#800000">原谅，但并不遗忘。做人存几分天真童心，对朋友保持一些侠义之情。 <br />
　　　　要快乐，要开朗，要坚韧，要温暖。这和性格无关。 <br />
　　　　我担心你太低调，有时要强悍一点，被欺负的时候，一定要讨回来！但是不要记恨。小人之见，随他们去好了。怜悯，会使你高贵。 <br />
</font></strong><font color="#800000">　　　　<font size="3"><strong><font face="Comic Sans MS" size="2">要原谅这世界和自己。要告诉自己，我值得拥有最好的一切！</font></strong><br />
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        <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 02:07:13 GMT</pubDate>
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        <description><![CDATA[&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 昨天听到了一些故事，一些意料之外情理之中的故事，知道了一些事情的真相之后，就好像拿到了一把钥匙打开了尘封的记忆，谜题终于有了答案，所有记忆碎片终于串成了完整的回忆，而正在进行中的一些事情也突然变得清晰明朗，就像是大雾后的晴天，泥沙沉淀之后湖水的清澈，也许看到的并不一定赏心悦目，或者因此会苦恼难过，但是这些都是真的，不是吗？I just want the truth！所以，谢谢你~<font face="Arial">sincerely！<br />
</font>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 再一次证明当事情看起来不像是真的的时候，往往真的就是假的，所以不要太早对一件事或一个人下定论，就像皎洁月亮背面的千疮百孔不是所有人都可以看到的，真相往往不像想象中美好，可能也不像想象中惨不忍睹，但是真相不可能永远被掩埋。<br />
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&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 很多事情不明白，人们都怎么了？饕餮、贪婪、懒惰、淫欲、傲慢、嫉妒和暴怒，是人类永远要自省的原罪吗？...
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        <title>自助餐</title>
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        <description><![CDATA[&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 上周跟同事去吃自助，虽然没有达到扶墙进扶墙出的最高境界，但是起码达到了一半，扶墙出了^^，但是还是觉得亏了，回来大家还在探讨总结经验：&ldquo;那个炒八带应该后上的&hellip;&hellip;我们应该集中火力吃&hellip;&hellip;&rdquo;饭桌上大家就做好了下次杀向市里的约定，看来大家吃饭的积极性被这顿饭调动起来了。虽然吃的种类很多也很丰盛，但是我总觉得吃的不舒服，好像吃自助的目的不是享受美味，而像是赌气：&rdquo;今天的饭钱我一定得吃回来！&quot;,饭桌变成了战场，每个人都雄心勃勃，气势汹汹，也许不要太在乎得失，不要计较结果，尽情享受美味的乐趣会幸福的多，不过面对这一桌饕餮，不填到肚子里就好像上对不起天，下对不起地，中间对不起自己的肚子，一开始还能品出些滋味儿，吃到后来就只剩机械运动了。&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 友情提示：饭是人家的，胃是自己的，所以大家还是量力而为吧（其实是说我自己呢），而且在全民减肥，健康为上的理念下,请原谅我们这样暴殄天物，善哉!善哉!<br />
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&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;最近公司又开始调查所谓的内部满意度，其实现在很多人都在提工资太低，工作无聊，领导无能，但是要清楚跳槽也不一定能改变多少，这是这个时代的通病，国家的GDP增涨了，<em><strong>Gross National Happiness(</strong></em>国民幸福总值）却降低了<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &ldquo;nothing is impossible&rdquo;&ldquo;我能！&rdquo;&ldquo;just do it！&quot;当每个人都相信自己拥有的无限潜能时，能静静的享受已有的幸福吗？当人们怂恿蚂蚁去绊倒大象，小老鼠去当厨师，胖熊猫去当武林高手，不残忍吗？我们可不可以理直气壮的碌碌无为，啥事都不做？现在连以前总愤愤不平的羡慕我生活在一个美好时代的老爸都开始唏嘘，开始怀旧起来，怀念那美好的计划经济大锅饭，虽然无从选择但起码人人有份，嘿嘿&hellip;&hellip;物质丰富了，幸福却没了，以前看过一篇文章《<a href="http://fifid.com/search/%E4%BA%BA%E7%94%9F%E6%B1%82%E5%B9%B8%E5%9C%A8%E6%9E%B7%E4%B8%AD?src=yb_qsal&utm_source=yb_qsal&utm_medium=link&utm_content=rsspost" target="_blank">人生求幸在枷中</a>》：&ldquo;先人造的&lsquo;幸&rsquo;字恰好是对不幸的描述。&lsquo;幸&rsquo;的甲骨文、陶文都是手梏的样子，类似今天的金属手铐。许慎说&lsquo;幸&rsquo;是&lsquo;吉而免凶也&rsquo;&hellip;&hellip; 正是被囚禁的底蕴，赋予了&lsquo;幸&rsquo;字的幸存、侥幸、幸免、庆幸、幸运、幸亏等解放的深意。&rdquo;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 听说大多数人的记忆之初是不幸的，想想你自己人生记得的第一件事情是什么，是不是一个不好的记忆呢？我记得自己的记忆是从看到幼儿园的小朋友头破血流开始的，看起来真不是一个很好的开始啊<br />
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        <title>馅饼~</title>
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        <description><![CDATA[周末闲来无事，晚饭吃得很早，一家人又举行了不定期的促膝谈心，主题无非又是我的那点破事<br />
说了一堆没有的废话，老爸终于在我假装屈服的态度中心满意足了，觉得自己又成功的做了我一次人生和心灵的导师&hellip;&hellip;也好，只要他高兴，你好我好大家好，大家好才是真的好嘛^^,他老人家在家憋屈的天天被我妈叨叨也不容易，哄他高兴高兴吧，也算是日行一善<br />
接连接到两个猎头打过来的电话，本来天天混日子撞钟的平淡日子惊起了一阵涟漪，就像是每次和同学聚会完的例行反省，什么人生了，理想了，现实了<br />
少了之前的信誓旦旦，多了几分忿忿不平<br />
是老了吧<br />
听说认命的话人会活得容易些<br />
别那么矫情<br />
但是馅饼从天上掉下来，也得用合适的器皿去接啊，用铁锅去接就是一顿美餐，用纸锅去接就是赔了纸锅又毁饼&hellip;&hellip;<br />
还有一个选择不接，潇洒还是无奈？<br />
别人都说你是纸锅，但是你自己觉得呢？<br />
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看来我是饿了，什么馅饼锅啊的，收拾收拾准备下班了，今天会餐，有吃有喝 嘿嘿~<br />
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生亦欣然、死亦无憾。花落还开，水流不断。我兮何有，谁欤安息。明月清风，不劳牵挂。<br />...
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        <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 06:07:59 GMT</pubDate>

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        <title>Desperado——藤田惠美</title>
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        <description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<font size="2">老鹰乐队的原唱歌曲,westlife也翻唱过，不过还是藤田惠美的翻唱最打动人心~<br />
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</font><font size="2"><strong>Desperado&mdash;&mdash;藤田惠美<br />
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Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? <br />
亡命之徒，你为何执迷不悟？ <br />
You&rsquo;ve been out riding fences for so long now <br />
你已经自闭了很久了 <br />
Oh, you're a hard one <br />
哦，你是个固执的家伙 <br />
but I know that you've got your reasons <br />
但是我知道你有自己的理由 <br />
these things that are pleasing you will hurt you somehow <br />
这些令你高兴的东西会伤害到你 <br />
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Don't you draw the queen of diamonds , boy <br />
你怎么不去画一张方块皇后，孩子？（在美国，方块皇后代表暴力） <br />
She'll beat you if she's able <br />
如果有可能，她会打败你 <br />
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet <br />
你知道你最好的赌注一直是红心皇后。（红心皇后代表仁慈） <br />
Now it seems to me some fine things <br />
现在，我眼中一些好的东西 <br />
Have been laid upon your table <br />
已经摆在你的桌上 <br />
But you only want the ones that you can't get <br />
但是你只想要那些你无法得到的 <br />
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Desperado，oh, you are getting no younger <br />
亡命之徒，你已经不再年轻 <br />
Your pain and your hunger they're driving you home <br />
你的痛苦和饥饿正将你牵回家 <br />
And freedom, oh freedom well that's just some people talking <br />
自由啊，自由，那只是一些人们的说法 <br />
Your prison is walking through this world all alone <br />
无论你去哪，你一直都活在牢笼中 <br />
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Don't you feet get cold in the winter time <br />
严寒中你的脚不冷吗？ <br />
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine <br />
不会有冰雪，不会有阳光 <br />
It's hard to tell the night time from the day <br />
无法辨清黑夜和白昼 <br />
You're losing all your highs and lows <br />
你渐渐远离世事 <br />
Aren&rsquo;t it funny how the feeling goes away <br />
所有的感觉这样就消失了不是很可笑吗？ <br />
<br />
Desperado,why don't you come to your senses <br />
亡命之徒，你为何执迷不悟？ <br />
Come down from your fences, open the gate <br />
别再自闭了，打开心门 <br />
It may be raining, but there's a rainbow above you <br />
或许会下雨，但是你的头上会出现彩虹 <br />
You better let somebody love you(Let somebody love you) <br />
你最好让别人爱上你 <br />
You better let somebody love you <br />
你最好让别人爱上你 <br />
Before it's too late <br />
在为时已晚之前。 </font></p>...
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        <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:06:36 GMT</pubDate>
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        <title>Down In The River To Pray</title>
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&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <font size="2">很多年前的一个夏天，作为一个晚间的读书节目的开始曲，安静的夜里听到这么一首歌曲宛如一涓细流从身体中趟过，从此深深牢记住了这个旋律和这首歌，听说是一部电影《<a href="http://fifid.com/search/O+Brother%2C+Where+Art+Thou%3F?src=yb_qsal&utm_source=yb_qsal&utm_medium=link&utm_content=rsspost" target="_blank">O Brother, Where Art Thou?</a>》的插曲，本来想尝试去翻译，但是觉得实在是画蛇添足的举动，如此天籁，只需闭目欣赏，任何探究都显得如此多余，so just enjoy the music~<br />
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<strong><font size="2">Down In The River To Pray<br />
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</strong>As I went down in the river to pray <br />
Studying about that good old way <br />
And who shall wear the starry crown <br />
Good Lord show me the way <br />
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Oh sisters let's go down <br />
Let's go down come on down <br />
Oh sisters let's go down <br />
Down in the river to pray <br />
<br />
As I went down in the river to pray <br />
Studying about that good old way <br />
And who shall wear the robe and crown <br />
Good Lord show me the way <br />
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Oh brothers let's go down <br />
Let's go down come on down <br />
Come on brothers let's go down <br />
Down in the river to pray <br />
<br />
As I went down in the river to pray <br />
Studying about that good old way <br />
And who shall wear the starry crown <br />
Good Lord show me the way <br />
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Oh fathers let's go down <br />
Let's go down come on down&nbsp;<br />
Oh fathers let's go down <br />
Down in the river to pray <br />
<br />
As I went down in the river to pray <br />
Studying about that good old way <br />
And who shall wear the robe and crown <br />
Good Lord show me the way <br />
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Oh mothers let's go down <br />
Come on down don't you want to go down <br />
Come on mothers let's go down <br />
Down in the river to pray <br />
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        <title>The ten biggest rules of one's life 人生十大准则</title>
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        <description><![CDATA[<font size="2"><strong>1. You will receive a body. <br />
</strong>You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period of this time around.&nbsp;<br />
</font><font size="2">1.你会拥有一个身体<br />
你或许会喜欢它或者讨厌它，但是无论如何它将与你终生相伴<br />
<br />
</font><font size="2"><strong>2. You will learn lessons. <br />
</strong>You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called Life. Each day in this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like the lessons or think them irrelevant and stupid.&nbsp;<br />
2.你会学习<br />
你会进入一个叫做&ldquo;生活&rdquo;的全日制非正规学校，每天你都会有机会学习课程。你或许会喜欢那些课程，或者觉得它们既愚蠢又无用<br />
<br />
<strong>3. There are no mistakes, only lessons.</strong> <br />
Growth is a process of trial and error: Experimentation. The &quot;failed&quot; experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiment that ultimately &quot;works&quot;.&nbsp;<br />
3.世上没有错误，只有教训<br />
成长是一个尝试和犯错的过程就像：实验。而那些&ldquo;失败&rdquo;的实验和最终&ldquo;成功&rdquo;的实验同样重要。<br />
<br />
</font><font size="2"><strong>4. A lesson is repeated until learned. <br />
</strong>A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can then go on to the next lesson.&nbsp;<br />
4.教训会一次又一次的重复直到你懂得<br />
一种教训会以各种方式一次又一次的出现，直到你懂得。当你懂得了，你才可以继续前行去吸取另一个教训<br />
<br />
</font><font size="2"><strong>5. Learning lessons does not end. <br />
</strong>There is no part of life that does not contain its lessons. If you are alive, there are lessons to be learned.&nbsp;<br />
5.学无止境<br />
没有一个生命的过程是不需要学习的。如果你还活着，就需要学习<br />
<br />
</font><font size="2"><strong>6. &quot;There&quot; is no better than &quot;here&quot;. <br />
</strong>When your &quot;there&quot; has become a &quot;here&quot;, you will simply obtain another &quot;there&quot; that will again look better than &quot;here&quot;.&nbsp;<br />
6.知足常乐<br />
不要这山望着那山高<br />
<br />
</font><font size="2"><strong>7. Others are merely mirrors of you. <br />
</strong>You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects something you love or hate about yourself.&nbsp;<br />
7 别人仅仅是你的镜子<br />
你会爱上或讨厌一个人身上的某种特质，那只是你对你自己身上这种特质的反应<br />
<br />
</font><font size="2"><strong>8. What you make of your life is up to you.&nbsp;<br />
</strong>You have all the tools and resources you need. <br />
What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours.&nbsp;<br />
8 你的生活由你决定<br />
你拥有你所需的所有资源和手段。<br />
你想怎么利用完全取决于你，选择权在你手上<br />
<br />
</font><font size="2"><strong>9. Your answers lie inside you. <br />
</strong>The answers to Life's questions lie inside you. <br />
All you need to do is look, listen and trust.&nbsp;<br />
9.答案就在你的内心<br />
生活的答案深埋在你的内心。<br />
你所需要的做的就是去看，去听，去相信<br />
<br />
</font><font size="2"><strong>10. You will forget all this.&nbsp;<br />
</strong>10.你会忘了所有这些<br />
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        <pubDate>Fri, 06 Jun 2008 07:06:05 GMT</pubDate>
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        <title>I Will Follow You Into The Dark</title>
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<strong><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">I Will Follow You Into The Dark-<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">Death Cab For Cutie<br />
</span></span></strong><br />
<font size="2">Love of mine some day you will die <br />
我的至爱 有一天你会死去 <br />
But I&rsquo;ll be close behind <br />
但是我会紧紧追随在你身后 <br />
I&rsquo;ll follow you into the dark <br />
我会陪你走向黑暗 <br />
<br />
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white <br />
没有刺眼的光芒抑或是通往白色大门的隧道 <br />
Just our hands clasped so tight <br />
是有我们十指紧扣的双手 <br />
Waiting for the hint of a spark <br />
等待火花的启示 <br />
If Heaven and Hell decide <br />
That they both are satisfied <br />
如果天堂和地狱都被我们感动了，是否因此决定 <br />
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs <br />
在那空缺的位置都贴上NO的标志 <br />
<br />
If there&rsquo;s no one beside you <br />
When your soul embarks <br />
当你的灵魂启程时，如果没有人陪在你身边 <br />
Then I&rsquo;ll follow you into the dark <br />
那么我会陪你走向黑暗 <br />
<br />
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule <br />
在如罗马帝国的制度一般严酷的天主教学校 <br />
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black <br />
我的关节被修女整得瘀青 <br />
And I held my tongue as she told me <br />
紧闭着嘴听她的说教 <br />
&ldquo;Son fear is the heart of love&rdquo; <br />
&ldquo;孩子，畏惧是仁爱之心&rdquo; <br />
So I never went back <br />
所以我决不回去 <br />
<br />
If Heaven and Hell decide <br />
That they both are satisfied <br />
如果天堂和地狱都被我们感动了，是否因此决定 <br />
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs <br />
在那空缺的位置都贴上NO的标志 <br />
<br />
If there&rsquo;s no one beside you <br />
When your soul embarks <br />
当你的灵魂启程时，如果没有人陪在你身边 <br />
Then I&rsquo;ll follow you into the dark <br />
那么我会陪你走向黑暗 <br />
<br />
You and me have seen everything to see <br />
我们一起看遍了人间的所有 <br />
From Bangkok to Calgary <br />
从曼谷到卡尔加里 <br />
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down <br />
你的鞋底都已经被磨穿 <br />
The time for sleep is now <br />
现在是休息的时候了 <br />
It&rsquo;s nothing to cry about <br />
没有什么好哭泣的 <br />
Cause we&rsquo;ll hold each other soon <br />
因为不久我们将会重聚 <br />
The blackest of rooms <br />
在黑暗的尽头 <br />
<br />
If Heaven and Hell decide <br />
That they both are satisfied <br />
如果天堂和地狱都被我们感动了，是否因此决定 <br />
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs <br />
在那空缺的位置都贴上NO的标志 <br />
<br />
If there&rsquo;s no one beside you <br />
When your soul embarks <br />
当你的灵魂启程时，如果没有人陪在你身边 <br />
Then I&rsquo;ll follow you into the dark <br />
那么我会陪你走向黑暗 <br />
Then I&rsquo;ll follow you into the dark <br />
我会陪你走向黑暗 <br />
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        <pubDate>Fri, 06 Jun 2008 06:06:17 GMT</pubDate>
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        <title>God!  damn it!</title>
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        <description><![CDATA[<p><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Comic Sans MS'; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA"><font size="2">Dear God (maybe there is a god ,no matter what&rsquo;s he look like ,no matter what is his religion, he just be there):&nbsp;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I&rsquo;m sitting down here <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I want to talk to you <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I wish you could hear me <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I don&rsquo;t know what&rsquo;s wrong with me? <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I hate myself of being like this, pleas help me&nbsp;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;I should be happy，I should satisfy about my life. I should have the strongest heart. I should be the sunshine. I should get over all problems. I should be the one help others but not the one be helped. I don&rsquo;t like myself to be weak. I believe that one shows no weakness can make it to the top. I want to be the top, I need to, very badly. <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I hate people talking about me with that kind of pathetic attitude.I hate that kind of eye.I should let my parents be proud of me. I don&rsquo;t want to be the loser even probably I already was. I hate the possibility that people might laugh at me. I just do my best to be good for the ones who like me and the others who dislike me.&nbsp;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;People say everyone is special, you can not compare with each other, otherwise you will never be happy. But as there are human beings, there is a comparison and unfortunately we care&nbsp;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&ldquo;We denied that we were tired. We denied that we were scared. We denied how badly we wanted to succeed. And most importantly we denied that we were in denial.&nbsp;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe. And it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lie certainly seems like the truth. <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; We denied so much that we can not recognize the truth right in front of our faces. But sometimes reality has a way of sneaking out and biting us in the ass. And when the things arises all you can do is swim <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; The world what we pretend is a cage not a cocoon. We can not lie to ourselves for so long. We all tired. We all scared. Deny it doesn&rsquo;t change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put outside our denial and face the world. <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Denial is not just a river in Egypt but a freak ocean. So how do you keep from jumping in it?&rdquo; <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I try my best to be the good child, good student, and good girl, why after my twenty years old all of these don&rsquo;t work. <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I thought life should be like this <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &mdash;&mdash; we were told that &mdash;&mdash; <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; First you should study hard <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Then enter a good school <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; After that get a good job <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; In the end married with a good gay and have a good life <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Our lives should be like this, isn&rsquo;t it? <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; But unfortunately there&rsquo;s no play to follow. <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Something I want to ask, why I can not have a normal life, just normal. Maybe I could be one of those happy girls without so much thought. May be I shouldn&rsquo;t want to know the meanings of being alive, I shouldn&rsquo;t search for the true love, I shouldn&rsquo;t know the outside, I shouldn&rsquo;t demand so much guarantee&hellip;&hellip;Could I live happier? Or maybe I could get this when I was old enough, old enough to finish or forget about the dream. You showed me the beautiful world and told me that one day I could jump into it, but why did you regret, you taked it far away from me, where I could see but not reach to get, why you just taked out of my sight. I say to myself you want to let me strong, you chose the right person and let me get through these to become a better new one. <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I am changing now, but I have no idea about the pain, and I don&rsquo;t know whether I follow the right road,&nbsp;do I become better or worse? <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I ever wiped my tears when talking with my mother on the phone with smile. <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I ever cried quietly under the quilt at night&hellip;&hellip;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I begin to learn forgiveness, love, hope, satisfaction&hellip;&hellip;just as you says,I want to look for a happiness inside, and I almost find it. <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I know I should be kind, be happy, be brave, be strong for the ones love me so much， but I&rsquo;m weak, I&rsquo;m scared，I&rsquo;m lonely, I&rsquo;m exhausted，I&rsquo;m going to lost my patience, I want to give up, I don&rsquo;t want to try or work hard anymore. <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Please tell me should I ask too much, have I already got what I ought to deserve so when I try to demand more the alarm will call ,is that true？ <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Please tell me what should I do？should&nbsp;I&nbsp;stop trying?<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I have written this last week because I have heard that we can lay down our pressure by speaking out, I do this but it just works for a week, and it comes again. I pretend that I don&rsquo;t care ,I can get over it, time can heal my anxiety. But my health betray me again. Damn it, how can you treat me like that, why can&rsquo;t you just let me pass, I&rsquo;m nobody don&rsquo;t always keep your eyes on me~ I have suffered enough, <br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Now I&rsquo;m look back to my life, I think over and over, try to find out some one I could complain about, something I could regret, but I find nothing. It&rsquo;s not anyone&rsquo;s fault. (Maybe it will be easier if I can find someone ,and shout at him:&ldquo;it&rsquo;s all your fault!&rdquo;^ ^) Everything goes has it&rsquo;s reason . Life seems like a joke to me. when I was born all things go by destiny, that day someone said &ldquo; Hello~ welcome to the hell, that&rsquo;s play the game, but the only rule of this game is you can not quit by yourself! And there&rsquo;s no winner, please enjoy it,go! &rdquo; <br />
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        <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 03:06:44 GMT</pubDate>
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        <title>Where Were You (When The World Stopped Turning) ？</title>
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        <description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<font face="Times New Roman" size="2"> </font><font size="2">地震让我想起以前听到的Alan Jackson 唱的纪念9.11的一首乡村歌曲 Where Were You (When The World Stopped Turning) ？，歌曲传递的是一种人性关怀和生活感悟，面对灾难，生命显得那么脆弱和无助。<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;地震发生时，你在哪？和谁在一起？在干什么？<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;之后呢，会想到谁？给他（她）打电话了吗？<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;如果你真的在那，面对可能瞬间就消失的脆弱生命，我们会作些什么？<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;幸运的是我们现在还有能力给予帮助，还有勇气思考生活的真谛，面对自己的内心，问问你到底想要什么，你想如何生活，幸好还来得及&hellip;&hellip;<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;希望在灾区劫后余生的朋友们，能在悲痛之后，从心底发出如此感慨：人生苦短，活着真好~<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;愿逝者安息，生者平安！<br />
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<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<font size="2">&nbsp; </font><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font size="2"><font face="Arial"><strong>Where Were You (When The World Stopped Turning) <br />
&mdash;&mdash;Alan Jackson <br />
</strong><br />
Where were you when the world stop turning on that September day <br />
在世界停止了转动的9月那天 你在何处？ <br />
Were you in the yard with your wife and children <br />
是否在庭院陪伴妻儿 <br />
Or working on some stage in L.A. <br />
还是工作在LA的某处 <br />
Did you stand there in shock at the sight of that black smoke <br />
Rising against that blue sky <br />
你是否被那蔚蓝天空陡然升起的滚滚浓烟所惊呆 <br />
Did you shout out in anger, in fear for your neighbor <br />
是否愤怒的惊呼，为你的邻居而担心 <br />
Or did you just sit down and cry <br />
或许你只是坐下 泣不成声 <br />
<br />
Did you weep for the children who lost their dear loved ones <br />
你是否为那些失去亲人的孩子们流泪 <br />
And pray for the ones who don't know <br />
为那些陌生人祈祷 <br />
Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble <br />
你是否因为那些从瓦砾中走出的人而欢欣 <br />
And sob for the ones left below <br />
为那些长埋于其中的人而哽咽 <br />
Did you burst out in pride for the red, white and blue <br />
你是否因骄傲于那飘扬的旗帜 <br />
And the heroes who died just doin' what they do <br />
还有那些因救助他人牺牲的的英雄们而血脉沸腾 <br />
Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer <br />
你是否仰望天空去寻求一些答案 <br />
And look at yourself and what really matters <br />
审视自己关于那生活的真谛 <br />
<br />
I'm just a singer of simple songs <br />
我只是一名歌者，唱着简单的歌 <br />
I'm not a real political man <br />
我不是一个政客 <br />
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I could <br />
Tell you the difference in Iraq and Iran <br />
我看cnn，但是我并不清楚伊朗和伊拉克到底有什么不同 <br />
But I know Jesus and I talk to God <br />
但是我知道耶稣，而且我向上帝祈祷 <br />
And I remember this from when I was young <br />
从小时候我就记得 <br />
Faith, hope and love are some good things <br />
He gave us <br />
信念，希望和爱是上帝赐予我们的礼物 <br />
And the greatest is love <br />
而其中爱最伟大 <br />
<br />
Where were you when the world stop turning on that September day <br />
在世界停止了转动的9月那天 你在何处？ <br />
Teaching a class full of innocent children <br />
是正给纯真的孩子讲课 <br />
Or driving down some cold interstate <br />
还是正开车去往一个寒冷的州际 <br />
Did you feel guilty 'cause you're a survivor <br />
你是否因苟活于世而感到内疚 <br />
In a crowded room did you feel alone <br />
是否在拥挤的房间里仍感到空虚寂寞 <br />
Did you call up your mother and tell her you loved her <br />
你是否给你的母亲打电话 告诉她你爱她 <br />
Did you dust off that bible at home <br />
是否在家中默默地开始祈祷 <br />
<br />
Did you open your eyes, hope it never happened <br />
你是否睁大眼睛，宁愿相信这从未发生 <br />
And you close your eyes and not go to sleep <br />
闭上双眼却无法入眠 <br />
Did you notice the sunset the first time in ages <br />
你是否生平第一次注意到日落 <br />
Or speak to some stranger on the street <br />
又或者开始在大街上跟陌生人聊天 <br />
Did you lay down at night and think of tomorrow <br />
你是否彻夜无眠 <br />
Go out and buy you a gun <br />
考虑第二天去买一把枪 <br />
Did you turn off that violent old movie you're watchin' <br />
你是否关掉了那些充斥着暴力场面的老电影 <br />
And turn on &quot;I Love Lucy&quot; reruns <br />
转而去看一些老套的肥皂剧 <br />
<br />
Did you go to a church and hold hands with some strangers <br />
你是否去教堂并与陌生人握手 <br />
Stand in line and give your own blood <br />
排队献上自己的鲜血 <br />
Did you just stay home and cling tight to your family <br />
或者只是待在家里与家人团聚在一起 <br />
Thank God you had somebody to love <br />
感谢上苍 你拥有所爱的人 <br />
<br />
I'm just a singer of simple songs <br />
I'm not a real political man <br />
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I could <br />
Tell you the difference in Iraq and Iran <br />
But I know Jesus and I talk to God <br />
And I remember this from when I was young <br />
Faith, hope and love are some good things <br />
He gave us <br />
And the greatest is love <br />
<br />
I'm just a singer of simple songs <br />
I'm not a real political man <br />
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I could <br />
Tell you the difference in Iraq and Iran <br />
But I know Jesus and I talk to God <br />
And I remember this from when I was young <br />
Faith, hope and love are some good things <br />
He gave us <br />
And the greatest is love <br />
<br />
Where were you when the world stop turning on that September day <br />
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        <pubDate>Thu, 15 May 2008 11:05:52 GMT</pubDate>
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        <category>感悟</category>

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        <title>想一想 死不得！——转自曹启泰博客</title>
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        <description><![CDATA[有一种无奈感最是幸福，就是死不了...
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        <pubDate>Tue, 13 May 2008 08:05:02 GMT</pubDate>
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        <title>写在母亲节——妈，节日快乐！</title>
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        <description><![CDATA[<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><font size="3">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font><font face="Arial" size="2"> </font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt"><font face="Arial"><font size="2">这周三老妈参加了一个大学同学儿子的婚礼，听说为了这个婚礼老妈权衡好久决定随礼<span lang="EN-US">200</span>元，婚礼办的排场很大，主人家收礼收到手软，老妈回来感慨无限，尤其对自己的随礼比较耿耿于怀（最近很多人结婚，随礼也随得心疼），最后终于痛下决心，跟老爸宣布：&ldquo;等我闺女结婚，随礼一定要涨价，<span lang="EN-US">300</span>！都赚回来！&rdquo; 我压力好大啊，哈哈。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt"><font face="Arial"><font size="2">周五晚上老妈兴奋劲还没消失，我回家跟我一直兴致勃勃的聊了<span lang="EN-US">3</span>个多小时，脸上那种兴奋的表情和讲话眉飞色舞的样子就像个终于得到一个自己很想要的玩具的孩子，听老爸说参加婚礼回来当天晚上就兴奋的不行，人家孩子结婚她老人家兴奋的晚上睡不着觉了，呵呵。谈话的内容跟每次同学聚会回来一样：从现在同学们的幸福生活开始，追溯到自己幸福的学生生活，回顾嫁人之后的种种委屈，最后对自己嫁错人无限感慨，伴随着老爸自嘲的忏悔和她对自己性格软弱的反省中逐渐结束，就像武林外传里的老板娘：如果当初我不嫁过来，我的夫君也不会死，如果小宝不会死，我也不会来这里，如果我不来这里，就&hellip;&hellip;，女人啊<span lang="EN-US">~~~</span>我的角色就是充当一个很好的听众，对老妈无条件赞同，督促老爸承认错误，再拍几个漂亮的马屁，任务就算圆满完成。<br />
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt"><font face="Arial"><font size="2">妈，今天是母亲节。昨天看到很多人手里拿了花，想起前天你提到过，就在家门口买了一束，好看吗？别嫌我乱花钱啊，只要你高兴就好。坚持做仰卧起坐吧，您的游泳圈已经有好几个了，不要再胖了，衣服越来越难买了，好看的衣服都穿不下了，锻炼身体也有利于身体健康，别忘了答应我的你们要抽时间去体检。不要把遥控器藏在枕头底下了，也不要带到厕所里了，那东西虽然没有人说过有没有辐射但是应该没什么益处吧，你要是看电视没人跟你抢台的，不用随身携带了。对了，别太容易相信人了吧，上次跟你跟老爸去蓟县时听老和尚一句话，就给人<span lang="EN-US">100</span>块说是要点灯为全家祈福，其实旅游景区有很多这种事情的，你虔诚人家不一定啊，不要助长这种风气了，如果真要拜佛，过一阵我们一起专程去五台山吧，我知道你一直很想去。记得很多年前一个路人说自己是算命先生跟您一通忽悠，让您痛快的送上钱，现在骗子更多了，我真担心啊，要当心<span lang="EN-US">!</span>那个人说你是皇后命，能活到八十多，把你乐得，他其实说错了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>你能活<span lang="EN-US">100岁</span>以上呢。那天聚会同学们不是还说你有福呢吗，放心，福气在后面呢，等着享你闺女的福吧！还记得上次去医院看到一个行动不便的老人去看病，心里就暗下决心一定不能远嫁，一定要陪你们慢慢变老，在你们需要的时候我一定要在身边，就像你们照顾我一样照顾你们&hellip;&hellip;等我到了你这个岁数你过母亲节的时候我还给你买花啊，一大束<span lang="EN-US">~</span>，不过你要答应我那时候你还健健康康的，笑起来还像那朵绽放的康乃馨，还跟老爸吵架，还在抱怨嫁错了这么个老实人，还幸福的看那些无聊的电视剧，我会天天为你和老爸祈祷的!</font></font></span></p>
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