http://you2.ycool.com/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 11:07:58 GMT Fri, 03 Jul 2009 11:07:58 GMT http://sta.yculblog.com/images/logo/general-88x31.gif http://you2.ycool.com/ http://you2.ycool.com/post.2415059.html 晚上6点据说JPmorgan发通知了，没给我，看来是掉了。不知道该是什么心情，因为webtest是我找别人答的，所以大概衡量的是那个人的水平，可是话又说回来，我自己做更是啥都不会。zemi有2个同学都接到了通知，据说是5个人一起答的webtest。早知道就加入他们了。再或者，或许我跟部不适合IBD，也许Market更适合一点。
Barclays明天面试，很白痴的形式。不知道会是个什么样子。关键是那个公司本身在日本规模很小，其实不是很想进。不过不知道为什么我抱的IBD一个回信都没有，开始有点心虚。到头来一个intern也没有实在是太让人沮丧了。
哎呀呀，不管是啥，让我进一个吧！！
决定在UBS或者德意志之间找个报报market，全都糊在IBD上现在看来是个策略上的错误。
阿弥陀佛！！... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2415059.html Fri, 03 Jul 2009 11:07:46 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2412443.html 記憶が明晰のうちに記録したいと思う。

まず、3時40分から20分間の数学の試験を受けさせられた。判断推理や高校レベルの算術なので、難しくはない。が、時間が厳しくて、高校の算式はあまり覚えてなくて（球の体積とか）、若干落ち着いていなくて、ぜんぜんできなかった。そもそも私は数学の能力もないし、ウェブテストも他の人に代わりに受けてもらったので、できるわけがない。でも一応何個を自力で計算し、残りはチラッと隣さんの答えを写してた。最悪だけど仕方がない。一応参考的な噂なんだけど、この数学の試験はクォンツの才能のある人をピックアップする意図なので、できてなくても別に大丈夫だそう。

次のグループ面接は全員10階に移動して、一つの大きいミーティングルームでやっていた。A～F六つのグループに分けて、一つのグループは社員さん二人がいる。うちのグループは超さわやかなみやぴさんとがっちりしている野球選手みたいな〇〇さん（名前聞きぬけた）がいた。比較的にフラットな雰囲気で、面接っぽくなかった。

最初はそれぞれ「滑らない話か、すべる話を一個述べてください」という質問でアイスブレーキングをしてた。私は普通の滑らない話を言ったが、今考えたらやっぱり自分の経験をさりげなくアピールしながら話をするのがベストだと思う。たとえば、私塾の講師をずっとやっていたが、ある日・・・セールスポイントは重要！

そして債券のどこを志望するかを聞いた。トレーダー、セールス、リサーチ・・・みやぴさんは八百屋さんの話をたとえとして債券部門の役割をすごく分かりやすく説明してくれた。私は営業志望って言ったが、HCAP300万を貰ったエピソードも入れてちょっとアピールしていた。でもそもそも日本人との付き合いは苦手なので、セールスなんて無理だと思ったけど、これからはどうするだろう。みやぴさんも〇〇さんもトレーダーだから、トレーダー志望の人はやっぱり突っ込まれた。その人はあんまりできなかったので、ちょっと惜しい。やっぱプロがいるから、プロが操る分野は危険地域。

次は聞かれるのではなく、質問をさせられた。この間のサブプライムローンについて質問があればどうぞって〇〇さんがいった。質問をするのはやっぱ難しい。素人の質問は自分のレベルをばれちゃう、難しすぎな質問はギャクに相槌はできない。私はサブプライムローンの原因について質問した、サブプライムローンの暴走を導いたのはシステム上の不備と人間の欲深さのどっちが原因なのかって。答えるのは三日間ぐらいも喋りたいってみやぴさんが言って、でもやっぱり内心面だと答えた。この前も先輩に言われて、質問した後、其の答えを基づいてもう一つの質問をすればもっともよい。ハード面なら人間がフィックスできるが、内心面だったらある程度抑えられるが、またいつか暴走するだろうって更に質問をした。みやぴさんの答えはハイ。経済は景気の波である。それは株価の上下ではなく、人の心の波である、人の期待値の波である。

そもそも金融は金融だけではなく、経済全体のクロスセクションである。経済景気変動の波の最前線にいるのはやっぱすごい。MSは今まで就活の中で、一番働きたいと思わせる場所である。この人の下で働きたいという目標があれば、忠実にそれを追究し、なんでもする覚悟を抱えて努力すればいい。（その会社の偉い人をストーカーし、土下座して「入らせてください」という人もいたそうだ）実際に入ったら、人のレベルは半端ではない、天才並みの才能のある人はいっぱいいる。また、会社の規模が大きなので、MSにいるだけで全世界の経済の流れを実感できる。とみやぴさんはおしゃった。

とりあえず楽しかった面接であった。面接というより、社員訪問みたいで、リラックスの雰囲気でよかった。MSの債券は第二希望なので、そこまで入りたいと思わなかったが、面接を通じてちょっと入りたいという気持ちにもなった。

... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2412443.html Thu, 02 Jul 2009 08:07:35 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2406504.html MorSta的债券居然只要写ES的就都通过！
Barclays倒是还好，不过由于我抱错了项目，所以面试只能玩玩了。
这年头，in个tern也真不容易！

JP和Morsta的IBD全都不吊我！真是门前冷落车马稀啊！... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2406504.html Tue, 30 Jun 2009 11:06:08 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2399578.html 收入在5000元以上的男人有一半人认为结婚的惟一理由是自己成熟了。
　　
　　是啊！历尽人间春色之后，结婚就成为钻石王老五们逃离纷纷扰扰情场的最好借口了。总不能永远玩下去吧？
　　
　　在选择什么样的女人的问题上，越老的男人越喜欢天真无邪的小女人；反而年轻的男人会喜欢成熟一些的女人，而且未婚男人更想呵护对方，更有责任感；而在经历了婚姻之后，已婚男人的责任感会迅速降低，调查显示，与一个未婚男人在一起比与一个已婚男人安全8倍。
　　
　　在男人的心里，对结婚对象的要求还挺多，但至少有一点他们是阵线比较一致：那就是强烈反对女人为嫁个有钱老公而结婚。可他们恰恰忘记了，正是他们认为男人应该在有钱之后才结婚。
　　
　　34．4%的男人认为女人适合结婚的首要条件是见多识广、有情趣。在漫长而枯燥的婚姻生活里，拥有一个情趣盎然的妻子当然是一件最妙不过的事情了此外15%的男性认为女人结婚时最好有经济基础，而且11%的男性认为女人结婚时最好有事业基础，至于美貌、身材其实男人倒不是那么重视，当然也有高达7．2%的男人认为身体健壮、生育条件好是女人结婚的必备条件，谁说传宗接代的思想已过时！... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2399578.html Sun, 28 Jun 2009 18:06:03 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2379096.html
怪不得zemi打野球的前辈都上IBD了。
话说这些前辈说的话都不一致是咋回事？？
到底听谁的啊。。
晕倒///... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2379096.html Fri, 19 Jun 2009 14:06:57 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2368124.html 体重掉到53kg,然后再也不动了。
奇怪的是少吃不会变轻，多吃也没变重。。。

瓶颈期发生时间：节食后二三天至一星期左右。 
　　
　　   发生状况：严格施行节食计划，但是即使吃得再少体重机上的数字也没有再减少了。 
　　
　　   突破方式：仅仅是靠节食来减肥，也许刚开始的效果很显著，但是相对的很快就会遇到停滞期。节食也容易让你的营养素、电解质不平衡，造成身体不健康，所以节食减肥还是少用为妙。 
　　
　　      1.恢复正常饮食。不要只吃蔬菜或水果，这样偏食下去的结果不但会造成身体不健康，也会因为身体没有足够的蛋白质分解脂肪而让减肥效果停滞。所以最好的方式就是恢复均衡正常饮食，才能维持健康的身体状况。 
　　
　　    2.增加运动量。仅是节食不运动，减掉的只是水分和肌肉，脂肪还是照样留在身上，其结果只会越来越难减。所以最好的减肥方式是搭配运动计划，效果才会持久有效。 



　　    当你遇到停滞期的时候，请不要灰心，遵循下列3点循序渐进，你一定可以突破停滞期的！ 
　　
　　        1.增加活动量，降低热量摄取 体重减不下来时，请检视你的饮食、运动量状况，最有可能是你吃得太多但是运动量不够，或是你的运动量充足但是热量依然太高，以身体能附和的范围为依据，增加你的活动量、降低热量的摄取，停滞期一定能轻易突破。 
　　
　　    2.调整减肥方式 当某种减肥法遇到停滞期时，你可以藉由调整减肥方法突破，例如节食减肥加运动减肥、更换运动方式等，不要让你的身体“习惯”某一种减肥法，减肥效果才会好。 
　　
　　    3.随时随地激励自己 在门口、冰箱、书桌贴上警惕自己的小标语、美女照；逛街时买小一号的漂亮衣服挂在墙上……让自己就算遇到停滞期也不松懈自己的减肥意志，一定要减肥成功！
... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2368124.html Sun, 14 Jun 2009 13:06:40 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2362019.html
IBD进不去了。。囧... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2362019.html Wed, 10 Jun 2009 10:06:18 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2357246.html http://you2.ycool.com/post.2357246.html Sun, 07 Jun 2009 16:06:42 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2348078.html 想来我高中时候大概都有52，3左右，那时候就已经觉得自己很胖了。
更有我妈一直在旁边煽风点火说什么“好女不过百”。

想想到现在我都没认真减肥过，虽然觉得自己有点胖，不过还好我个子不矮，所以一直没什么动力。
况且我这么爱吃，不吃简直会死，所以减肥也顶多就是饿几顿，然后受不了了就又吃了回来。
可是55实在是到了我的极限。。再不控制一下就太过分了。

女生好像是高2之后才开始会计较体重的，因为那之后才渐渐不再长高。
我记得我初中时候好像就已经有165了，那时候才97斤，简直是理想状态。
只可惜当时并不知道这些，更不知道所谓减肥是什么东西。

后来上了高中住校，天天吃食堂的夜宵，对炒面肉串一类痴迷成性。
然后忽然有一天发现周围的女生都不再吃晚饭，才意识到原来体重这个东西已经走到人生需要计较的范畴里面了。
那时候女生无非就是没完没了地讨论你好瘦我好胖她最瘦的事。

后来来到日本水土不服在语言学校大病一场，再加上吃不好睡不好，体重一度掉到了百斤一下。
168cm 48kg....哇塞。。我人生的巅峰。。
只可惜，那时候实在是因为病了所以面黄肌瘦，从中一点好处都没有。

然后恢复之后上大学，大一50kg，大二就升到了54，现在大三，穿着衣服估计得有56，7了。。
唉。。多希望这增加的重量都是赤裸裸的知识。
只可惜现实是，我吃进去的东西都变成了我。

于是乎，这篇日记的重点是，我要开始减肥了，暂定目标52....
打算找几张骨瘦如柴的女模特照片贴在墙上以慰藉不能大吃而受伤的心灵。... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2348078.html Tue, 02 Jun 2009 11:06:19 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2336754.html .......
.......
so
ironic
but
hilarious!!!
ROTFL... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2336754.html Tue, 26 May 2009 14:05:19 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2332298.html
人想要得到什么的时候是不是总是要失去什么。
天下没有白来的午餐。
there's way more things we can't take for granted,why it's so easy to forget?
it's kinda desperate when u hear sb else's doing great while ur life sucks.

i am getting crazy...
my life's getting insane....
since when i begin to force myself not to care so much.
since when i am this insecure......

i kept dreaming the same dream recently..
can't figure out what's going on and what's gonna happen..

sb help me...
god help me...
wake me up...
september will be too late...

ok i start rumbling again..
i am sorry..
to myself....
AMEN... ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2332298.html Fri, 22 May 2009 19:05:07 GMT http://you2.ycool.com/post.2324248.html by Rochell D. Thomas May 14, 2009 05:01 PM EST


You know times are tough when even reality show judges can’t keep their jobs. That’s exactly what happened to former supermodel Paulina Porizkova who announced on CBS' The Late Late Show With Craig Ferguson this week that she will not be back on America’s Next Top Model thanks to a little downsizing. We caught up with her after Wednesday’s season finale to talk about Cycle 12’s winner, the show’s true losers and what it feels like to no longer be in the running to be a Top Model judge.

What did you think of Teyona’s win?
Well, I was there. I had a hand in it. But you know what? Honestly, now that I’m off the show I can actually say it. I didn’t vote for Teyona.

Who did you vote for?
Allison. Well, I’m not going to name names. But two of us voted for Allison and two of us voted for Teyona and one of us had to cross the line over to the other one.

Of the three finalists, who do you think is the most likely to have an actual modeling career?
None of them.

Really? That’s sad.
I know. I’m really very sorry. But they’re not models. Look at the history of Top Model. When has a winner not fallen down into that great big hole where the other sock goes? When? That’s because you can’t pick models from a TV show. Those tall, long giraffe things that don’t really look real are rare freaks of nature. And finding a freak of nature with a personality, that’s like finding a double freak of nature. So you’d have a TV show once every 10 years.

You announced this week that you aren’t coming back.
I didn’t announce that. I announced that I was fired on my birthday—April 9th They timed it beautifully.

Well, I was trying to be diplomatic.
Oh, yeah. I don’t think they meant anything ill [by doing it] on my birthday. They just didn’t check. They’re not bad people by any means. None of them. Not Tyra. Not the producers. And I actually had a really good time with Nigel and Ms. Jay and Mr. Jay. It was great. It was a really fun job. 

Why did they let you go?
Well, they said that Top Model needs to trim the fat. So they cut me. It came as a little bit of a shock. I was a little upset that I was fired roughly four weeks before the new season was starting. I was being told to go have a physical for the show and then I got fired. I think they could have done that better.

Stupid recession.
Actually a lot of my friends from the show got booted, too. Makeup and hair people. And I shouldn’t say this because this sounds bitter. But if Tyra came in on time, they would save somebody’s salary. If she actually showed up on time for the judgings and they didn’t have to pay a lot of overtime, they would save a lot of money.

Was that the case even when you traveled?
Uh-huh.

Is this a cut that affects all CW shows or just Top Model?
I have no idea. But I assume it probably affects everything. But obviously Top Model is one of the top CW shows. So there are ways of arranging budgets if you don’t want to lose somebody. So it’s pretty clear that they didn’t so much mind losing me. That’s where my hurt ego comes in.

Do you think you did something to bring this on?
I did get pissy about Tyra being late a couple of times. I said, "I don’t think that’s right." And they told me I had a big ego. So maybe that had something to do with it.

So what do you have planned next?
Well, the nice thing about being fired is that after you get over the hurt part of I-can’t-believe-they-can-do-without-me, there’s a kind of freedom. I’ve been in L.A. all week beating doors for a job. “Hello, I’m available! Would you like to cast me in a TV show?”

If they ask you to come back as a guest judge would you go back?
No. I think there’s a little too much bad blood. I mean I don’t wish them ill. But do I want them to blossom without me? No. I’m not going to lie. 

Do you have any advice for future auditioners?
Yeah. Go to Top Model only if you don’t want to be a model. These girls want to be models so desperately. And the fact is the show is not even looking for fashion models. They’re looking for personalities. It’s a Cinderella story. But [many of] the girls who succeed on the show won’t succeed [in the industry] because they’re not models. I have become friends with some of the models on the show and they actually have lost jobs when it came out that they were on America’s Next Top Model, because the fashion industry will not touch those girls with a ten foot pole.

So they have to hide the fact that they were on the show?
Yeah. And if you’re a winner you can just flush yourself down the toilet. Unless you marry a Brady, in which case you have a career.

But some of the models, like Ya-Ya DaCosta, have found showbiz success.
Yes. Some of the ones who did not win have done much better than the winners for sure. But none of them have approached top model [status]. Out of the girls that we had this season: I think Aminat might have a future in shows because she’s a terrific walker, she has a great body, and she’s very tall. But that’s the closest anybody’s going to get to fashion.

Can you make a good living being a show model?
Used to be in the good ol’ days. But I don’t know now. She might have to do Starbucks on the side.

A lot of young girls look up to the show and it really hasn’t produced a top model.
They haven’t and they won’t. And now they’re doing the short girls. Like that’s ever going to catch on in fashion. It might be terrific TV. But it’s not about reality. 

“I must admit I was having a little bit of an issue with Tyra being late for every judging,” she told Billy. “It’s six hours later and I feel like I am being told my time is not as valuable as hers. They pointed out that I should shut up and be grateful for the job and that Tyra is really busy.”

“I think that my little hissy fits about ‘Well, we are all here on time. Why can’t she (Tyra)?’ didn’t go over all that well,” added Paulina, who replaced the previous judge, supermodel Twiggy.

When asked if there might have been an issue that she was the only other woman on the judging panel, Paulina said she didn’t think that was the case, especially when it comes to Tyra.

“I don’t think that in Tyra’s universe that’s even a consideration. I don’t think she cares,” she said. “I’m not even sure she was aware that I existed way out there in Siberia, much like I am not sure she knew Twiggy existed.”

And while Paulina and Tyra clearly didn’t get along in the professional landscape, did the two have any off-camera conversations?

“I wouldn’t know [what kind of person Tyra is] because all I know of her is literally when we are on set talking to each other in front of the cameras,” the supermodel said. “That is the only time she would speak to me.” 

 每个show都有瓶颈,Paulina的确说得对，ANTM出身的model没有在真正industry里面做出点成绩的。。
Anyway,it's just a show........ ]]> http://you2.ycool.com/post.2324248.html Mon, 18 May 2009 04:05:30 GMT